May 2010
1 post
I love you
February 2010
2 posts
I'm in love.
You are my sunshine,
January 2010
9 posts
Sometimes
I hate myself and I wanna bang my head against the wall.
Sometimes.
It’s quite clear that i’m stuck here; so i’ll devise a plan and cut out a door in my new living room floor
I'd like
To say some stuff. But nothin on the internet ever seems to stay contained within the people I think it does. So I’ll keep it to myself.
I miss you baby.
I miss you with all of me.
I can’t wait to see you.
Can I kiss you until it’s impossible to kiss you any longer?
Can I hold your hand wherever we go, no matter what?
Can I wrap my arms around you when you’re cold and do my best to rid your shivers?
Can we have little picnics in the daylight over beautiful landscapes together?
Can I give you eskimo kisses...
Þú ert magnaður.
December 2009
10 posts
christmas?
I feel like Christmas never happened this year. It just wasn’t Christmas to me. It didn’t feel special, I had no spirit. I felt no love. It just was a daze. For some reason every time I hear someone refering to Christmas or whatever, I keep thinking that it’s almost Christmas or something, because it doesn’t feel like it ever happened. It just wasn’t right this year....
Hey guys, wanna know what?
I’m in love.
Are you out there
where the rainy days begin to feel rather sad?
2009
I became best friends with Tanner Kasey Oakes.
Pasta Pandas was born.
I changed dramatically.
I lost friends.
Got some grades up in school.
Became a better adventurer.
Went to Florida over the summer.
Went to Texas over the summer.
Fell deeply in love with Tanner Kasey Oakes.
Tanner Kasey Oakes became my boyfriend.
Went to Quakecon in Texas. (With Tanner, of course)
Had great...
Thankyou.
I’m so thankful for the people who care for me. I can’t even believe it. It’s so amazing. Right now I’m not in the best situation ever with my mom, but life story for every teen, right? But anyways, I moved in with my brother, his lovelyyy girlfriend Taylor, and their friends Adam and Sarah. Sarah just moved back home today though. I have no money, no job, no nothing. I...
You really don't want to read this.
This is gonna sound super lame.
But I really don’t know what to do right now.
I’ve been living with my brother for almost a week.
And I’m too scared to go home cus my mom and sister are mean.
And I’ll just get yelled at and stuff,
I mean I’m home right now so I could get my stuff.
But my mom is at work and my sister has been bitchin at me telling me it was...
This past week.
Love is hard. I would do anything because of love. It seems like everyone will try and stop you from keeping love. Maybe they just wish they were the ones who have it rather than me. I don’t even know. The past week has been so hard to be able to stay with my love, i’ve done the best I can to be able to be with him. Why do people have to try and ruin it for us? Why can’t they...
November 2009
6 posts
"Do not worry."
Do not worry. Worrying is bad. Worrying only creates conflict. Worrying has no good outcome. What happens when a boyfriend worries about a girlfriend cheating on him? Conflict. What happens when the mother worries about her son being home late? Conflict. What happens when a student worries about their upcoming test? Conflict.
Once there was a man who came face to face with death. Death said to...
Language. Equality.
So I was at the mall today with my mom, my little sister and my little brother. I didn’t really feel like looking through cheaply made pricy products that little children in far away countries spent their hard work sweat and blood making. So I brought my little brother to the little kids play area, where all the parents bring their fussy kids to play with other kids. So I was just sitting...
Lost.
So I went walking in the woods,
And I wanted to find somewhere that I couldn’t see or hear anything other than nature.
Because that’s how life should be.
And I wanted to get lost in my emotions and thoughts.
So I walked and walked until I found the perfect rock to sit on so I could think.
And I certainly did find the perfect rock, on a ledge, perfect for sitting.
And since...
October 2009
10 posts
Today in church, one man asked for us to pray for his family because his mother had recently died. He told us that his mother and father had been married for 67 years. 67 years! How amazing is that? Loving someone so much to be with that long is a blessing. I thought to myself that one day i’ll be able to say that I have been with my love for that many years and still be just as happy as the...
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What would it be like to wake up one day, and have lost your memory of your everyday life completely? Would you see the simple everyday routine things that are taken for granted differently? Would you see your town/city in a way that you never saw it? Would the world around you become the most beautiful thing you had ever seen now, even though you never noticed the beauty in it the day before?...
September 2009
6 posts
Love
Nobody knows how powerful love is until they have a strong grasp on it. Love will make you willing to do any of the craziest most impossible things on earth. It’s stronger than any other emotion, and will stop everything that you’re doing just to be with the person you love. And if you’re not with that person, love kills you. It’s the most horrible, agonizing, excruciating,...