This is gonna sound super lame.
But I really don’t know what to do right now.
I’ve been living with my brother for almost a week.
And I’m too scared to go home cus my mom and sister are mean.
And I’ll just get yelled at and stuff,
I mean I’m home right now so I could get my stuff.
But my mom is at work and my sister has been bitchin at me telling me it was better without me so I should just leave.
My mom hasn’t talked to me in almost a week.
I don’t know what I’m doing for christmas either.
Most likely nothing.
I’m miserable inside every day since Tanner left.
When he was here I was so complete and so happy.
But now I’m so lonely and empty.
I wish he could be here for Christmas. .
For some reason I was like looking through facebook and tumblr stuff to pass the time while waiting for a ride back to my brothers,
and I don’t know why but I envied so many people and wished I had their lives.
Or wished I could do what they were doing.
I like my life only for the fact that Tanner is mineeee:]
My life would be complete shit without him. Seriously. I’d have nothing.
I dunno. I’m just stupid.
I wish I still had an ipod. Lol.
Anyways, I’m done with my ranting and complaining. Bye.
